[She looks up at him, surprised, before answering him, spitting out her answer as if not wanting to hesitate too long.]
OF COURSE NOT!
...Well...I don't think so. Maybe? I mean, of course I want to go home. Ever since the day I got here, all I wanted was to go home and see my family and my friends and everyone again. I'll always miss home, no matter how long I'm here! But...if I leave, I forget everyone here. I'll forget everyone I met and everything I've done...even if I haven't done much at all.
[Choosing between Luceti and home should be a snap. However, the idea of forgetting it all scares her and whenever she realizes that she has sometimes found herself enjoying her time here, she feels guilty, like just thinking about not wanting to go home quite yet is a betrayal to everyone back home.]
But it's not like it matters much where I am. I'm not much use either way.
[March 3rd]
OF COURSE NOT!
...Well...I don't think so. Maybe? I mean, of course I want to go home. Ever since the day I got here, all I wanted was to go home and see my family and my friends and everyone again. I'll always miss home, no matter how long I'm here! But...if I leave, I forget everyone here. I'll forget everyone I met and everything I've done...even if I haven't done much at all.
[Choosing between Luceti and home should be a snap. However, the idea of forgetting it all scares her and whenever she realizes that she has sometimes found herself enjoying her time here, she feels guilty, like just thinking about not wanting to go home quite yet is a betrayal to everyone back home.]
But it's not like it matters much where I am. I'm not much use either way.