You think so? ...That's easy for you to say. You can do all sorts of things. But I feel like no matter how hard I try, it'll never be enough to help anyone. And I'm...
[She takes a breath, swallowing hard.]
I'm no good on my own. Even back home, I always just...did what other people wanted. Even here, when I started learning first aid? I did it because Precis though it would be a good idea! I mean, it's not that I don't want to do it, but...!
[She sighs. She's never told anyone any of this before, but with the sadness of Precis' departure and the frustration she feels toward herself and Luceti as a whole, it's all coming out. She feels bad about it, as if she's burdening another person with all her problems.]
[March 3rd]
[She takes a breath, swallowing hard.]
I'm no good on my own. Even back home, I always just...did what other people wanted. Even here, when I started learning first aid? I did it because Precis though it would be a good idea! I mean, it's not that I don't want to do it, but...!
[She sighs. She's never told anyone any of this before, but with the sadness of Precis' departure and the frustration she feels toward herself and Luceti as a whole, it's all coming out. She feels bad about it, as if she's burdening another person with all her problems.]
I...I'm sorry. I just- sorry...!