No, I haven't. Back home, it wasn't really something I never needed to do. As here, I managed to keep out of trouble up until that I draft. ...Besides, even if I did, I...

[She hates to admit it, but...since they're talking about it anyway, she might as well be honest. Her voice lowers just a little.]

I'm not really the bravest person in the world. I'd probably freak out too much to actually put it to use if I needed to.